When you know you’ll go through the same stupid crap in school, meet the same stupid and vapid people (except for those great people who are better than the other 95% trashy people), the same stupid school assignments, the same stupid schedule rotation, and the same stupid cycle that’s has been on an infinite loop since I started high school since August 2010.
… to the friend I mentioned in the blog post about why social networks are blue, I finally felt a little normal.
Ever since I was a little kid.
Like show and tell in the 1st grade.
For once I’m trying to make my day better in school than the usual sucky days I’ve been having since the 12th grade started.
I’m feeling a lot better about myself.
(My reverse week was having 2 days of school and being absent for 3 days. That makes for a 2 day working week and basically 5 days of no work.)
I guess I’ll have more time to be creative now instead of rotting away in front of YouTube videos. Like more of these Tumblr posts that are depressing but make me feel better. And my long and overdue written and visual art on deviantArt. And maybe I’ll have the courage to make an actual YouTube video instead of being a common receiver and viewer.
I think I’m going to kill myself out of shame and ignominy.